بيني و بينك غربه كنهاالليل
ما عاد يذكرنا مكان التلاقي
إرحل مع النسيان و برحل مع سهيل
ما عاد في قلبي لك اليوم باقي

ذللت قلبي للصبر معك تذليل
يا غربة أيامي و كل إحتراقي
ذكراك في دنيا و ذكراي في ويل
ِ عيش العذاب و ذوق طعم الفراق

عبدالكريم عبدالقادر

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Addicted to words that have no meaning. Addicted to feelings that are never mutual. Addicted to the past that is unreachable.

In the simplest of terms,

I am actually Addicted to you.

Meow.

Still in mourning, dead fish.

I love(d) you.

.These are my Meaningless words.

.Please understand.

Confused, I cannot silence my unspoken words.

They long to speak, to voice the truth.

Changed, you really have.

I would like to tell you a secret, I miss the past.

I miss the reality – the kingdom of my dreams.

I miss those days,

all that is now simply is

dwelling in the restless nights.

I miss me.

I miss you.

I miss.

Here;s to an end.

&
Here’s to my dishonest truths, I actually did

not tell you the honest truth.

I still do…

kil yoom negool ilyoom..tet7agag ila7laam, ya galbi yaa ma7room

min far7at il ayaam tahaat 5a6aaweena minho bedinyaa ilyoom y5eth bayadeena??

kil yoom negool ilyoom, min ye9deg ile7saas wain ilwefaa yaa naas? kil shai metqayer

fee 3alaaam i7ayer!! wibninte’6er win5aaf i6oool ilente-6aar..o mahmaa 7a9aal?

maa ten6eefi sham3aaat amal!

abdulmajeed abdulla

Happy

Happy

Happy

I love you.

Thank you…..

It’s  a truly wonder-filled birthday.

Nineteen candles to blow out.

Nineteen years worn out.

Nineteen.

Nine.

Teen.

I love you.

More than words.

I’m confused.

Turning somewhat of an odd years older.

I dont know – i don’t care anymore.

Explain this, is it alright to feel no feeling?

Indifferent.

Indifference – nothing changes.

make my year,

please me.

If I smiled at you, you should see, that my eyes tell a story. A smile wasnt its ending. It’s plastered fake.

Realize.

You don’t mind, care.

My pointless smiles.

I know what’s real now,

I know your truth.

Here’s to my plastered smile,

I saved for you.

I miss my old self.

I miss me.

So I’m back to my dull reality. Far away, across the seas, near the Atlantic and I’m simply waiting. Waiting to fall into Life’s uneventful cycle.

Here’s to the nights.Warm weather. I miss the cold.

Here’s to you.

I’m completely satisfied in knowing, that you don’t care.

Better.

Snow fell for me, and I fell for it. Incredible. I am in love.

My spirits were high, I walked in it for hours. I touched it. Felt it on my lips. It was sensational. Quiet. So thrilling. It was my lonely walk of beautiful. I was enchanted. It brought out a mixture of feelings that I never knew existed – or could ever exist.

It is still snowing. It has not stopped. But my spirits are not high, no – not anymore. Not as before. It isn’t because of the snow. Or that, or this. It is because of something, or someone, or perhaps them both. Well I found out something and if it is true…

It is sad, just heartbreaking.

But you appreciate Life.

And, the snow, it helps.

Love.

I’d rather have yesterday.

Is that okay?

If you imagined something else, it would have been better.

Since you did not,

Enchant your senses,

and just listen,

to a voice,

to a catch in his words.

A life story.

11 days have gone by, and you’ve not whispered three words. Am I so easy to forget? Have you misplaced who I am? The years we spent? I blogged to you, endlessly? If ever we reached the end? And remember the times, the end of our lines? Have you come to blame me? Do you sense? That I don’t matter much, I matter less…?

Besides the point, besides the fact, its snowing now,..Might you give a pence?

White snow on gravel cemented floors. A picture perfect moment, can you see me through your lens?

oooo dont mind me, i have to balance my up held spirits, with a little nonsense to make sense….life’s good. and it’s special if u realize the precious moments 😀

If I let you in, you’ll discover the truth.

What then?

A mild disappointment,

my Exaggeration of lust.

Insist.Crush.Forget.

un-Remarkable love.

To you,

I wish I knew then
What I know now
Same questions
A moment on the lips
Breathing better – heal
Alternatives
Just a bad day
It’s a bad life
You asked me
Enough
You have it
Life starts from within
It’s been treated with ignorance
Staying centered
You make your dreams
Anything’s possible
Another day without
But it doesn’t have to
A passionate life
When tired is too tired
Your opinion matters
Remember
Who would have thought
End of the lines?
Beautiful skin
An inside look
It all begins with you
Go ahead
Blame someone else
There is a solution
Great white hope
When we feel broken inside
Don’t worry, I’ll pretend
With a purpose
There’s relief for pain like this.

Blood pressure
Why you need a hug
If you’re not telling me No
You’re telling me yes
Keep in touch
Warm heart

Good things come
Reflections
Your hand
Breathing better
Yet nothing lasts forever

From me.

Love.

Forgive – Forget.

Rewind – Erase.

Words – Gone.

Not – the – Same.

Not – any – more.

How are things supposed to stay the same,

when you keep changing, and I stay the same…?

When should you stop asking questions..?