Bedayet at3ab wentah ma tadri 3aini

Bedayet at3ab wentah bkil e7sas

Te3awadt tensani

Abeek te7es o tesma3

Abeek tesma3

Nabthaat galbi

Lik galb

Wentah leh meta bteg’tel gal’bi

Ma tabeeni

Ebte3adt

Webtdayet at3ab

Galbi ma 3ad feeni

Galbi ma adri waini

Muthaa ayaam

O 3awaam

Ma dri lo teshafeeni

Gewaat el jefaa

O ma adrii

Tara dam3eeti ba3adha tes2al 3alek

Yalli 7abetek fil 3omr mrrh

7aram tel3ab bilsho3or

Adri enik reja3aat laha

Adri enik galb ma yestahal nabthaa

Rejaa3t te7baha

Ebte3ed leb3eed

La tejeeni ba3ad esneen

Ya 6eer fel semah

Ya ghareeb

6eer o gareed leb3eed

Bil semah ma abeek

Gareed o gani 7ub leb3eed

Tara galbi

Galbi enjar7 o ma 3ad yadri

Enta taketh eli yebe3eek o yeshterek

wallah ya denya

kil shy o la bd leh nehyah

Ebtes2al 3ainii

Wellah btegtelni

Ma adri

Walkn adri

Enta

el 7ub ma ye3nek

Stop breathing and pushing against my heart. I want you to push back my words. Let me choke. I should know better, but a piece of me broke. I broke again. I said never again.

An itched out figure, with two black eyes. This is not good, the past died. Two caring hands, that stole my heart. Used it for storage, and then hardly turned back to say goodbye. I just heard the car ignition click, and your gas pedal sink. I wanted you to turn the lights out. I wanted to cover myself up in a classic sheet of uneasy feelings, the windows outside are breaking. The wind is whispering against the glass, and the rain is falling hard. I tried to hold them back, but they started falling. Its raining my storm.

You are driving by an ocean, and my eyes are drowning.

Work your windshield wipers, I covered your shield with memories.

Deep brown eyes, my heart always lied about the honest truth. It is not that I love you again, I just care and it does not die. I tried real hard. Blame my open heart, and the speed bumps that edge against my chest. The chapter you read to me last night, I closed your book quick. I lost that page you bookmarked, you should never be able to find the same sentence that you started reading.

You let me go.

I am sorry.

You said I should go.

I wish I had a hole in my heart, instead I think you have it in the mirror of your car. The objects in the mirror really are closer then they appear.