We Both Together Could Never Be
Posted at: 1:15 am
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I’m putting away everything into boxes; and with that every piece of fabric unfolded memories. Yet, I found no remorse in hiding you; you do not belong in that box. Your far too precious to disregard so easily. But I’m compelled to let you go filled with regret…I must part with you and put an end.
At one point in life you were there for me…and withstood all the tears on my seams being worn out terribly with faults I possessed. Now I must face all that has come before us- it’s time to let go. Thus, I am forced to move on and be someone different and stand back and watch you descend into something more that we both together could never be…
I’m concluding this phase in my life. Your to please some other soul cause you satisfied my needs far more than required of you. We once were bound lovers but tonight as I carefully packed your remains into an old dusty brown box – I smiled with hope that you please someone else; put a dire smile on that sad lost soul facing nothing with eyes ablaze hoping for a better tomorrow devasted from today.
Sincerely Yours The Battlefield You No Longer Underestimate …
Update: I just wanted to add creativty to what I’m currently doing; cleaning out my closet and my bedroom….and placing books, clothes, everything into boxes.. put an end to a phase and experiment a new. Change should be different and difficult; now I must think of a color to paint my walls I want it black…but mama refuses and then again I want to paint my room with acryllic paint doodling the walls with images but that might be a bad idea…anywhoo I should continue what I started and resume my mission ;p…and settle for beige color or something soft instead 😉
SweetesT SiN said,
August 5, 2006 @ 7:04 am
YS YES YES YES YES U SHOULD DO IT YES U SHOULD PAINT UR WALLS BLACK (i had to say that first lol)
in regard to ur post i agree im going throuh the changing process i just finished hight school and i have no idea what im going to do i want to go take art classes or even go to art school in barcelona or southern italy but i know thats way out of the q n e wazy i added u on my msn MY EMAIL STARTS WITH (HONEY) ACCEPT ME AND WE WILL CHAT
Jacqui said,
August 5, 2006 @ 9:45 am
LOL did you move back my stuff into my bedroom? ;P
Make sure nothing is touched and stuff like that ;P
And I suggest you pick out your favorite colors.. hey why don’t you do 2 walls in black and 1 in White or a light color ;P and the black walls get white paint and doodle on it 😉
Your Battlefield said,
August 5, 2006 @ 3:30 pm
sweetest sin:
hmmm the idea of black is pending to be accepted i’ll see ;)…your going through that phase and process and within this year and out i shall as well…on the edge of seventeen looking forward to eighteen…NOT….and graduation and all that dazzle…i love the plan for you to go to art school; why do you remark it’s out of the question (q n e) i presume meant question…i think you should go;P i got no email just a msn invite and accepted…we’ll chat ART.
jacqui:
my darling sister god bless you…your a genius i tell ya..a genius…exactly i should do what you said with the walls but i should doodle the ones with the least width cuz i’m not crazy to doodle two walls that are sooo long…:) i’d die within a fortnight of holding that brush…anywhoo
i see you havnt fix nothing in me blog; it’s ok when you get back you shall right the wrong and make me happy ;P
ah no i didnt move your stuff yet…but i shall tonight just after i pack ALL my crap in boxes and then i shall put your stuff in your room; no worries no one shall touch anything 😉 and i finished the border hostage…was a great read but damn i dont recall the characters names..and i finsihed it yesterday :******!!!
oh and i stole another book the one with all the characters named after historical places or countries ;)..paris ;P
Jacqui said,
August 5, 2006 @ 4:38 pm
I fixed it actually, your comments are now “Blah said @ 10:45am :” with Blah underlined and bold but the only problem is that the text is in grey so its not visible when bold so I made it underlined.
Ã’range Juiceâ„¢ said,
August 5, 2006 @ 11:10 pm
Beige is good better than white anyways
Black am not 2 sure it might look great in the morn but the room would feel dead at night.
I mean rooms do feel dead at night well some rooms lOL!
oKAY I’ll keep my mouth shut now am starting to make no sense Lol!
Ã’range Juiceâ„¢ said,
August 5, 2006 @ 11:12 pm
Oh yes love the new look I think my blog needs one 2.
No3iK said,
August 6, 2006 @ 12:21 am
aha …..
aha …..
aha……
batty, batty, batty what r u trying to do :p
uurrrrmmmm … i couldnt stop sighing as i was reading ur post.
leaving everything in a box, sound like a great idea, wish our heart were as simple and as easy as boxes you know just load then close then keep somewhere and forget about it.
anyways 7bebty add color, black is never as black only when its with someother color.
and ur painting ur own room !!
i wanna come, i love painting rooms the best thing wallah 7ada wanasa 😉
i suggest colors that would go with black, as in the paintings, and the theme, – green, purple and light light pink.
Your Battlefield said,
August 6, 2006 @ 4:30 am
jacqui:
*bows down to you*
merci babes i see a new display pic…ehem beautiful but still i no like angie…
orange juice:
lol like your thoughts about the day and night and the colors change…i duno i’ll see what happens and such…and thanks about liking the new look i’m in love with it.
no3ik:
i;m trying to clean my closet ;)…erm the adding color thingy is a good idea but i hate light pink and green…purple is ok but it all comes down to the colors of my furniture which is beige and hints of another color dark blue…anywhoo i shall settle with black and white on a wall designed and two other walls just beige….yup i’m going to paint it with some help from mama and others at home…
i’m still rethinking the whole color scheme issue but oh well….i shall see with time…and sure tag along and paint my room 🙂 i got to admit i love the smell of paint…;)
Chai-7aleeb said,
August 6, 2006 @ 5:36 pm
GREAT DESIGN.NORMALLY,I CONSULT MARTHA STEWART IN SUCH THINGS…!!!
Jacqui said,
August 6, 2006 @ 6:56 pm
Now check out my beautiful display picture ;p
La BraZiLiaN BeLLa said,
August 6, 2006 @ 8:29 pm
nice blog if i may say so myself
skunk said,
August 6, 2006 @ 8:57 pm
hmmm OJ’s comments about black made me think…..
wouldnt it make your room look like it is infinitely large at night?
as in the dark will go on and on and on if you cant see the corners.
i might try paitning my room black sometime just to see 😛
Your Battlefield said,
August 7, 2006 @ 12:35 am
chai-7aleeb:
A MALE WATCHES MARTHA STEWART…SUPRISING..:)but she’s not always a good consultant…look what she got herself into…:P
jacqui:
since you’ve been a longer for i think almost 2 years…how many display pics have you had….100 or more 😉 and how many concerning angie:P
la brazilian bella:
thank you and i like to welcome you to my blog and hope to see you more oftern 😉
skunk:
erm now i want to pant it black to see if that actually happens 😉 that would be amazingly intriguing to look at when you want to fall asleep ;P
Ã’range Juiceâ„¢ said,
August 8, 2006 @ 8:08 pm
Huh! what just happened BLACK WALLS Lol!…OKAY tell me how that goes.
It would be a different experience though.. sleeping in a black room once you switch off the lights your eyes are gonna have a hard time adjusting to the darkness.
Ybf’s room is a testing ground for now.
ZiZoTiMe said,
August 9, 2006 @ 6:25 pm
What’s wrong with your site?
This is the 2nd time i leave a comment and i can’t c it the next time!
Shelsaaalfaaaaaaaaaah!? 🙂
Anonymous said,
August 9, 2006 @ 7:45 pm
Yb, u migh wanna consider the grey color of font.. hurtful to the eyes.. and we are not all as young as u r 🙂
when i read the piece and found out it’s a fancy way of reorganizing the room.. i remembered a picture i saw of an old rugged wordrobe hanged in a wall as an artsy thing.. in a home design book..
there u go, u have an open source to creativity.
vintage
Your Battlefield said,
August 10, 2006 @ 12:49 am
orange juice:
*places crime scene do not cross tape around my room*
yup yup yup it is a testing ground to ….;)
zizotime:
umm…ehem…i do not recall someone named zizo…ehem he doesnt exist…ahh and is that why your comments or the absence of your comments…anywhoo i have missed you here….i think the fault and problem is coming from you ;)…everyone else seems to be fine in the comment area.:)
vintage:
yes i do…merci 😛 and yes i shall think next time of changing the font i dont want my readers to go blind ;p
-OT- said,
August 11, 2006 @ 2:59 pm
You know, I’ve always wanted to paint my walls black and mom would always say no!!! She claims that the black color would subliminally depress me!! I then tried to convince her to let me get a black carpet, but that was turned down again! So I settled on having 3 walls in beige and 1 wall sponged in brick red… Not my number 1 choice, but at least my choice hehe
chikapappi said,
August 19, 2006 @ 11:22 am
I like the way you use your words, i am going through such a phase, where i just have to “box” everything up and start over – this is what life’s pushing me to do, i never could’ve put them in such manner….
A black, white n’ red room would be great.. 🙂