I Just Couldn’t Wait For You.

Aug
31
2006
Posted at: 1:23 am
Filed under : Uncategorized

I’ve had enough of you- imprisoning my thoughts, emotions and fucking up everything. I want to run away from you; my life is shattering like that broken glass. Pain shall eventually kick in I guess it was a bad idea showering myself in sharp glass- I thought I saw your reflection – you… I basically walked straight into you.

I tremble…I fall…Straight into your arms…and curse.

I’m all wet now- soaking my body in this salt water from the shore; with hope to cure myself of you. I am scrubbing hard with that rock, harshly, with intensity – to rid myself of you. I’m almost there; I’m almost pure and innocent from your touch but bruised.

I hesitate…I gasp…I walk…Fucking far from you.

Screw the memories, the feelings, and the happenings. The moments when you thought I wont make it for another gasp of air – I’m breathless from this…It’s all just nonsense a way to fool ourselves – make us feel for something that will never be anything than bloodied scars, wounds that never heal and two lost souls searching to find nothing.

I slip…I drown…I hurt…I’m dying slowly.

I’m losing consciousness- I’m losing far too much blood. I try to touch the glass embedded in my flesh; I’m trying to let go of you. The glass is like that misplaced piece in a puzzle that was meant not to be fit in it’s rightful place. It was meant to be soaking in crimson blood- it was meant to be tasteless. It was meant to be on my flesh. It was meant to be sprinkled with sand. Last in all, it added a memoriable touch to our reality – neverlasting.

My lips are dry…My eyes are resting…My heart is no longer beating.

“I just couldn’t wait for you.”

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hope you liked that piece i wrote…its a story told within a few lines..simple yet far too complicated..

i’m anxious and happy…i cant wait to see my papa and sister today; inshallah they fly back to kuwait safely…and I cant wait to pick them up at the airport today- thursday this evening.

6 Responses so far

  1. 1

    ZiZoTiMe said,

    August 31, 2006 @ 4:51 pm

    Woooooooow… i really liked it… Amazing as usual 🙂

    Great work kido 😉

  2. 2

    Purgatory said,

    August 31, 2006 @ 5:06 pm

    You use the F word alot, 3aib.

  3. 3

    Your Battlefield said,

    August 31, 2006 @ 7:14 pm

    zizotime:

    thank you 😉

    purgatory:

    oh bugger ;P

  4. 4

    Ms. D said,

    September 1, 2006 @ 10:50 pm

    cool blog
    check us out at:
    http://thedgdiet.blogspot.com

  5. 5

    ScarlO said,

    September 3, 2006 @ 5:54 am

    erm, me likes. Painful and lovely..

    And how’s school going? 🙂

  6. 6

    Your Battlefield said,

    September 3, 2006 @ 9:20 pm

    ms.d:

    ;l

    scarlo:

    lack of words to explain my emotions…my soul is lacking in everything…it’s not the same and senior year no comment =(

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