Jan. 1. 2008
Posted at: 1:10 am
Filed under : Life 
The year 2007….
My story was filled with disappointing passion, appreciated pain, and forgive-less lust; I fell in love. But its blind. I breathed in, and now I’m breathe-less. It fails to notice. It failed. You know better, you should see it in my eyes, I see-less. Its called appreciating Life.
You learn to live, with the heartburns.
Square one, you hurt; I exist.
Square two, I hurt; you noticed.
So when’s the heart attacked?…
Now..?
I have no key – to imprison you. What force can I use to set terms against you? I really wanted to keep it quiet, but I really wanted to tell you so, but my tongue was bleeding, and my lips were bruised. I won’t speak (now), unless spoken to.
A year has failed to change what the last spurred. But Life is still everlasting in beautiful. As the year ends, I ended to. I ended what failed to start; I never truly wanted it to exist. But now I know better. You know I knew. I realized that you’re capable of breathing too.
So.?
I adjourn a path alone.
It’s better.
Almost always.
You learn to live, within the moments. You take what you get, not what your given. You take words, you constrain their definitions to elude the honest truth. You pretend your happiness, and sometimes, you actually fool yourself.
Cosi Bella.
If I were you, I’d think that Your Battlefield is talking as though she was crazy in love. But honestly, I am talking with the mindset of being crazy in loving Life. If you learn to love life with the pain that it fails to relieve, with the hurt it fails to band aide, with the rejection it dismays, then that is as close as you could ever get to really loving Life. Remember, we all have expiration dates…;(
Chika said,
January 1, 2008 @ 1:46 am
HAPPY NEW YEEEEEAR! WOHOOOO !:*
Blue Dress said,
January 1, 2008 @ 4:07 pm
Wow.. i guess i’m in love with life too….but i dont know what my experation date is.. is there a way to know?! ;p
Happpyy neww everything 😉 enjoy it. 😛
Jacqui said,
January 1, 2008 @ 7:31 pm
Yes I was dying upstairs in my room, happy 2008 much good it’ll do to us.
your battlefield said,
January 1, 2008 @ 9:29 pm
Chika:
thnxx 😀 happy new yr to u 🙂
Blue Dress:
hehe expiration dates are unknown for a purpose.. it forces u to keep loving life cus u never know, the unexpected is always unpredictable…
happy ’08 or i think its better to say, i hope ’08 satisfies 😛
Jacqui:
i’m sorry but life sucks, but its still precious….’08 will do u good…it will when u stop thinking of the past, just live ur present with a smile.
i love u
Rawr said,
January 6, 2008 @ 1:53 pm
Happy new year!!!
and trust me, you’re not alone, screw’em eh?
as always beautiful =)
your battlefield said,
January 7, 2008 @ 12:23 am
rawr:
hehe happy is a big word, its alright i guess?!
true true.
as always ur the one whose beautiful. thank you! :*
Taqo said,
January 8, 2008 @ 12:48 pm
I’m trying to love life. But it’s so very hard for me to love right now! 😕
Happppppy (belated) New Year! 😀
f_ said,
January 9, 2008 @ 10:04 am
Maybe one day by the gleam of light
off of the bars that hold this prison tight
She’ll realize what kind of beast she bequeathed
to the jaws of what gave her the diamond wreath
till the gnaws of the creature defeat the peace
and break free once more to wear the leash
I’ll be speaking to you all from deep within
maybe the space cowboy would finally win
your battlefield said,
January 9, 2008 @ 1:15 pm
Taqo:
thank you…soo much
and welcome to my blog
thhnxx again.
and hmmmm…i’m back into that dilemma as well 😉
F_:
i know you,
i know you too well,
and i’m disappointed,
why’d you disappear and quit?
as always.
ur words are simply beautiful.
do continue to speak from deep within
i miss u soo much.
come back! 🙁
please….!!!