whats more to say, the world is going its separate way and im trying to pave a path for me. why cant saying your thoughts be easy. it has taken me quite awhile to simply start with this first sentence to say. damn its a hard thing to do when all thats about you is in its own …. can’t we all just get along.

i’ve noticed quite often when the news is on, all you find is problems, and chaos going around. why can’t they put something joyous and that dosent break our hearts. i thought we were supposed to spread the joy to people all we seem to be doing is making everyone turn againts each other for the most pathetic reasons you can ever think of. ooh wtf am i blabbing about now is there nothin worth the while to say.

Neeways, i just wanted to try this for once and hopefully get some comments that wont be distressful and rude. oh what the hell, we are all entitled to our points of views. there’s too much to say but little comes out while you contemplate what you want at this moment to express. and what i am right now is “CONFLICTED” with all these troubles and im only what going to be SEVENTEEN on Feb.8 not so far away huh.. oh well i guess i should stop for now and catch up with this tomorow if i get some time off from that and this. i’ll just leave you with some words forom a band i love, the veils:
“So little knowledge known to me so little colour left to see but black and white black and white a silhouette at seventeen if they can find what’s left for me for the fire burn in the fire.”