Something untrue.

Sep
30
2008
Posted at: 10:55 pm
Filed under : Uncategorized

Your eyes are no longer beautiful.
I just don’t know you.
No, not at all.
Not anymore.
You see, Your eyes told lies,
They made me feel beautiful.
Your eyes.
They were sweet.

A sigh – use to always escape from me.
I actually fell for you.
I fell in love with you.
And now I’m trying to fall out.
Out of love.
I’m trying to forget you, maybe forgive too.
I’m trying really hard.
I need time.
It takes time.
To forget all of what you meant to me.

You were never anything.
You were just a headache and a liar.
And don’t lie,
Everything that includes me was never important,
Yes, I’m being true.
You were never true.
If I was important, you wouldn’t have stopped
And fed our silence – with your cold indifference.
You wouldn’t have stopped loving who I was to you.
But you’re a liar.
And I can no longer appreciate anything,
Involving you.
You’ll be a mere hello and I’ll be quick with
The goodbye.
Coffee before midnight…

It was all lies.
I don’t need your words.
I don’t need you.
I don’t need anything that is you.
I simply have no way of knowing..
But I used to love you.
I use to.
I was used.
Here’s to the special
One I trusted,
And burned.
Here’s to falling for someone,
Undeserving.

Here’s to you.

2 Responses so far

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    2twentythree3 said,

    September 30, 2008 @ 11:22 pm

    You know what, you made me feel like my ex wrote this about me, because this is how he felt about me, but, it was unjustified, I told one lie, it was a big lie, but I lied to protect him and he didn’t understand or give me a chance. It’s been almost two years since I last saw him. Thank you for this, I now realise how important it is to be who I am and proud.

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    your battlefield said,

    October 1, 2008 @ 3:53 am

    *2twentythree3:

    I must admit, I find it powerful that sometimes my words can
    fit perfectly in explaining someone else’s dilemma or life circumstances,
    and it was his loss…. it was his loss.
    you should always and must always feel proud of who you are,
    without considering anyone else into the equation,
    cause in the end of the ends,
    you come into this world alone and vice versa…
    thank u for this visit, i hope to see you more often 🙂

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