Ignore.
Posted at: 11:40 am
Filed under : Uncategorized I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t want to keep this hurt. I want to walk away. I want to have never stayed. I want to erase a picture in a past, I want to drown a memory and hope it struggles when it tries to resurface, I hope it dies. I don’t know, I don’t feel anything anymore. I’m completely lost and desperately in need of this to stop. I let it all go. I untied the ropes, I set my chained self free. But this freedom was never welcoming and I just don’t understand anything anymore.
I am tired and I will close my eyes. I’m going to extinguish the candle lighting my fire. I never was right in the start. I was all wrong. But life is unpredictable, and you cant but appreciate the lessons you continually relearn. Here’s to a life, here’s to a sky filled with shooting stars, here’s to a wilting rose. Here’s where I stand, and here was where I will come to fall.
Thank you for coming into my life, and thank you for leaving too.
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3baid said,
December 2, 2008 @ 12:37 am
Time to turn a new page I suppose…
forbidden love said,
December 2, 2008 @ 12:59 am
People come and go and life goes on, it is the end of your love cycle..and I guess it is time to move on.
If you are not willing to do this anymore, then let it be as simple as it is. think about it this way? You are saying life is unpredictable.. yes it is! you should never take things for granted.
Maybe tomorrow you’ll change your mind, as if you never say what you said today.. it is all about the moment that we live. If you are happy, your thoughts will change between a day and night! the other days you’ll be regretting things, and so on.
calm down.. take a deep breath, and sit alone with your self. take your time thinking as long as you can.. think about the positive and negative things.. does it worth it? if you have a 1% doubt then you missed the other 99% in putting excuses!
Sweet Anger said,
December 6, 2008 @ 2:35 am
OMG that is jst beautiful