okay so on monday or earlier this week i submitted this artwork thingy for school contest or whatever you like to call it…….and am hoping inshallah INSHALLAH my creative design is chosen for the cover…..i believe that those hideous designs that no one will ever understand hopefully will have their glorious moments and shine cuz i spent hours drawing and i finished how many ink pens on this creation….and maybe if all goes well i shall scan it and for your eyes to see 😉

but something bothered me……what would you do or whats your reaction if a friend of yours tells you i dreamt your not chosen…!!! okay i believe that nobody should put anyone down and well if something shouldnt be said it shouldnt be said at all…..i wouldnt tell you i dreamt of you not getting this and that and then blurt it to your face……. i dont appreciate “such” happenings.. so in the end if it was meant to be i will still be cheerfull and happy that at least i had the guts to draw something on the paper and that in all i loved the joy i experienced creating it and achieved a sense of undefinable satisfaction……..am talking nonsense huh…:P

and speaking of dreaming i dreamt of someblah blah blah and it was spoooky like seriously scary out of my mind statement of that sort….:P but that shall remain unknown and wont be discussed……the picture above summarizes my reaction………woooowwww talk about freaky yet ……

well i do believe this week the results will be announced……till then am anxious and hope i dont get my hopes up tooo high…..shall remain grounded and then either vent or bloat about it :Op well i finished that book NOBODY NOWHERE and i recommend and dont recommend it…..its too sad and you’ll cry some tears but i think i shall stick to the novels that dont upset me but then again life is full of misfortune, nobody knows anybody and only when you read that book you;ll understand………

what makes me sad is that this monday May 1…..is a half-day at school hence we only go for the first half…..hehehe sounds weird like a game or something well we only stay till 11 30 anywhoooo whats devasting is this is our last break, holiday or day offf………*in a corner screaming* oh well everything has an ending….. but what is annoying me is why couldnt they make it on wednesday and just give us the entire day off…..:O whoever makes the rules should be more……… leave it at that :O7 but am looking forward to the toastmasters thingy and i must begin to cramp for the thingy thats coming up in less than 7 days…….”no one has yet been intrigued to figure out what the hell i have been blabbing about down to go….” i have a talking fever huh simply go on and on and on…..well then lats :*

yes and finally i will leave you with this painting by van gogh……isnt it just beautiful in its own essence maybe now your thinking i have no taste in paintings or whatever but if you extract it and look deeply into it you’ll figure out why i am in love with it….:”)