*i started reading a novel at 9 pm and finished it at 1 am. ( everything and the moon i give to you)

*who came up with na7oo – i’d like to give that person a piece of my mind -physically (oft..i just cant seem to soak that crap into my head)

*i think a new blog layout is deem fit to spice this battlefield…(processing a new theme)

*i’ve done nothing productive except sleep from 1 pm thursday until 2ish in the evening this friday…it seems for the past few days i sleep and awake at 2 pm…(i ususally wake early on the weekends..and to think how can you be productive if you sleep 😉 the irony)

*when i fall in love with something, i keep to it for awhile and hours later, i hate it…my constant love springs about hate…(i’m talking about songs. etc.)

*8 minutes into the show ‘Ugly Betty’ the latest eposide…i stopped it unintentionally, but then i didnt even bother to resume from where i left off….the show seems to have lost its touch.
*i am two steps away from screaming with joy, first i have to write a couple of words overcoming something and push the send button and i’m off and about….(no more constrained thoughts…i’ll beg no pardon 😉 at least temporarily not yet)

*i think i shall start another book, screw na7oo i’ll cramp for it tomorrow….but i will refrain from finishing the book…i need something to get me through another joyous week of school (sacrasm intended)

*i offered you a box of not chocolates…just pesky insects… cause that is what you are …(night)

*why do you give my hopes away?…>?

*dont you just love my random titles…they are never related to my posts most of the time…:)

I’m utterly speechless, aggravated with irrelevance. Can’t you compensate with love and bend to your knees? Obey my commands, kneal before me. Crawl about my feet. Lower your voice, shackle your hands behind your back and give in easily. Trust me, fighting the forces will bring you nothing. I will use you as I please. I will graze and prick your skin pathetically. You will curse undoubtfully. But you haven’t listened to what I’ve said. You’ve fallen prey to the predator of thou’s heart. Thus deserving thou’s shame, I abstain from pleasure. For heavens sake, haven’t you guessed already!?!! I care to feed you pain not bliss….damn you for thinking more than what already is.

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am rusty, its been awhile since i’ve written something here…hope you like (i’m mixing tenses but i dont give a damn this moment in time)
i’m loving the cold breeze…its great for going to the beach
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i’m in pain, my toes are numb…i wouldnt blame them..they’ve been walking all day from 7 in the morning yesterday to 6 pm yesterday in school..yes i had to stay till that time doing an after school activity…my heels feel like they’ve stepped in glass and soaking them in hot salt water has done nothing, freaking useless.

to top that all off as i was walking around in my room, the ground is made of marble, everything is so my darling baby sister is walking before me and all of a sudden i trip on my feet ;( and i push her out of my way trying to use the wall as a net to catch me but she was in the way..i moved her fast as not to bring her down with me and i fell on my spine..and on the cold marble ground i couldnt reach the wall fast enough..im still in pain and when it happened i turned quickly laying on my stomache as not to paralyze the pain but make it flow…i have no idea how i got the energy to do such reaction…and when i retold the story to my sister, she laughed at me 😛

so now basically im aching, im tired, im weary, im cold, im hot, im stiff, im sore and i am i am a clutz today…i almost fell down the staircase as well…either its me or gravity isnt working its magic on me…what i need is a relaxing sleep session call never wake…:0) care to join..

the battlefield fallen to the ground…

Disclaimer: Who reads this BATTLEFIELD blog? comeout comeout dont hide…curiousty once killed the black cat ;p

i havent slept yet i decided since tomorrow is school, i should fix my sleeping trouble and last till 7 pm tonight and then snooze till dawn…that shall be refreshing at least i hope it will be. i do wish i dont fall asleep during the day plus i am having lunch at grandma’s so inshallah i dont fall prey to the coziness and drift off to sleep….blah i dont like sleep anymore i use to love it but no worries when school gets back to session i will running back to my love, sleep and maybe then i can have some decent dream sleep.

brightside, all the crappy tv shows airing during ramadan ended…and with them i ended with tears of regret yes i wasted my time watching those shows i started off not watching but then i was thrown into their whirlpool. let me tell u how this!!! i demand and shall sue i need my hours back that i wasted on those stupid stupid stupid…do you see where i’m goin with this…screw them i cried in the ending of 7beeb el rou7 (although i hate egyptian shows this one appealed to me..it was great but sucky worthless ending), and other shows as well..maybe i am over sensitive and i shall have to take a crashcourse to be rigid, stern and emotionless…yallah next ramadan oh wait…*daydreams* maybe not

lastly, i demand someone ..a blogger write a script that is worth watching and dosent suck….

i do miss ramadan alot,

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Let me grab your attention: Did anyone know for a fact, Jacqui can’t open her own bottle of water, she uses me to turn her caps. I swear, she will kill me. Oh well, that’s one thing off my chest ;P

Now since I got you reading…here is what’s been going on with … After pleading for someone to cough at me, week by week- I have finally gotten sick. The flu has paid visit to everyone weeks ago (my siblings, my parents, everyone around and it didnt bother me) but now finally, it knocks me down. It doesnt have the deceny to even ring the door bell.

You might wonder, “why the hell do you want someone to cough at you”..this stupid girl typing, thought it was be a great sensation, the running nose, the stiff throat, the words all husky as they formulate on her tongue and the disfigured coughs. Yes, I am odd but I guess you can say satisfication has finally set, I have gotten what I asked for.

Well, I should just take things slowly, finish the work that keeps stacking up. I’m always smarter when I get sick. It’s a blessing now, I can write better…study wise ;} I have three essays for apps and I can feel the barrier breaking…I can feel the words flowing easily on word(microsoft) 😉 anyways, I am thankful…sick but thankful.

leave me a comment about the spoiler…do you do something so simple for anyone…me i turn the caps, to help jacqui’s palm..she says it hurts ;p yea right

Last birthday? Feb. 8 2006

Last meal? Burger King…it stuffed me to the core

Last spending splurge? pardon me, but i dont recall my last spendin splurge ;9… i think im going to have one soon as it is hehehe 😉 you dont need to know ehem

Last time you cried? do you even care..so why bother telling ;[

Last career? erm i’m retired didnt you know 😛

Last website visited? Scarlo‘s Blog…the darling whose done this to me…i shall kill you ;} but i still luv u

Last person you spoke to? My baby sister..Lujain

Last song you listened to? the fray – heaven forbid

Last book you read? The lady and the unicorn by tracy chavilear

Last TV show watched? Ugly Betty but it wasnt on tv…so i guess the last tv show i watched was حبيب الروح

Last person you IM’d? i’m on a break!

Last word you said? you….you did say last word so you dont know what was before the ‘you’ part…curious arnt yah 😉

btw i hate anything that includes the number 23……..the day, the age, the everything…that number to me is something dead…doesnt exist on my calendar or anything :[

btw blogging is wearing off on me…i am actually censored in my thoughts cuz now i know that … ahh u dont care so i wont bother 😉

LAST BTW COLORS ARENT WORKING WITH ME…

i’ve lost myself- i seem to be at loss with words, i’ve tried numerous times to begin a post but to no avail i am configured to this spot…wordless and desiring to speak but someone holds a key to my chamber of thoughts and i’ve lost sight in everything…i am saddened with misery for not helping me out, i need to assemble myself and…hmph

inspire me while i am shackled to this fate of being speechless residing without words.

-battlefield

YOU WENT BY SO FAST
LET ME CATCH MY BREATHE
REPEAT TOMORROW
TONIGHT WAS NOT AS PLANNED
I DIDNT DO ANYTHING FOR YOU
YOUR UNFINISHED
STACKED ON MY DESK
A FEW HOURS LEFT
THEN IM SUCKED BACK TO YOUR WHIRPOOL
WISHING FOR THE WEEKEND
ONCE AGAIN
WE REPEAT OUR STEPS

—erm just verifying that i didnt do anything productive and i have so much to do…today to be extremely 🙁