Do you know what’s beautiful,
My realization, a distance.
I’m no longer blindfolded,
I can see.
I see right through you.
Sad yet true,
You were never really special.
And it’s sad that it took me this long,
To realize.
I see now.
I actually rather not.
Give them back.
I want the blindfolds back.
I need them.
I don’t wish to see.
Or Feel.

Do you know what’s beautiful,
My realization, the closer I get
the more steps you take
back,
until your distant.
You let go.
You never had a grip.
I pushed you.
Away.
Stay distant.
I’m letting you go…
So go.
I dont care.
I really don’t.
but i actually do.

Sad
But
Very
Beautiful.

So beautiful,
You know
My realization,
My truth,
It was never beautiful.

Così bella

It’s raining!

& I love walking in the rain .

& If it displeases you,

that’s soo fine with me…

i’m back now, & its for awhile…

miss(ed) me.

keep missing me ;*

It always turns out for the better, and today was simply not my day. You know, it doesn’t make any sense, but I guess that’s okay. It’s always okay.
Anyways stay safe and know that,
People change.

til then,

Yours Truly – tomorrow.

(soon! 24 hrs)

I’m not sane. Not now, or for the next interval of hours. I think I’m actually in the process of losing my mind. Factual evidence points to one thing, I’m going crazy and…well you won’t be needing to know the rest. Argh. I’m so tired, and I have so many to blame!!

I can’t take it anymore. I know it’s almost over, and I’m almost there but It would be a miserable ending – if it all goes for nothing. It will be a pathetic ending, if my hard work goes for nothing. Life. Life sucks, but 72 hours and everything concerning Life will once again be beautiful. Even you!

Anyways, It’s going to be another of those Sleepless nights. I won’t sleep. I wouldn’t be able to rest if I wanted to. I can’t close my eyes. I’m too agitated, and too infatuated with … Bs, I have no patience, and I can’t waste those hours sleeping. I’m so close but so far from where I should be. I’m ….hmm, I guess I love you.

72 hours. I haven’t even packed.

I wish…for,…

Friday, come now!!!!!

Snow fell for me, and I fell for it. Incredible. I am in love.

My spirits were high, I walked in it for hours. I touched it. Felt it on my lips. It was sensational. Quiet. So thrilling. It was my lonely walk of beautiful. I was enchanted. It brought out a mixture of feelings that I never knew existed – or could ever exist.

It is still snowing. It has not stopped. But my spirits are not high, no – not anymore. Not as before. It isn’t because of the snow. Or that, or this. It is because of something, or someone, or perhaps them both. Well I found out something and if it is true…

It is sad, just heartbreaking.

But you appreciate Life.

And, the snow, it helps.

Love.

I’d rather have yesterday.

Is that okay?

If you imagined something else, it would have been better.

Since you did not,

Enchant your senses,

and just listen,

to a voice,

to a catch in his words.

A life story.

11 days have gone by, and you’ve not whispered three words. Am I so easy to forget? Have you misplaced who I am? The years we spent? I blogged to you, endlessly? If ever we reached the end? And remember the times, the end of our lines? Have you come to blame me? Do you sense? That I don’t matter much, I matter less…?

Besides the point, besides the fact, its snowing now,..Might you give a pence?

White snow on gravel cemented floors. A picture perfect moment, can you see me through your lens?

oooo dont mind me, i have to balance my up held spirits, with a little nonsense to make sense….life’s good. and it’s special if u realize the precious moments 😀

If I let you in, you’ll discover the truth.

What then?

A mild disappointment,

my Exaggeration of lust.

Insist.Crush.Forget.

un-Remarkable love.

To you,

I wish I knew then
What I know now
Same questions
A moment on the lips
Breathing better – heal
Alternatives
Just a bad day
It’s a bad life
You asked me
Enough
You have it
Life starts from within
It’s been treated with ignorance
Staying centered
You make your dreams
Anything’s possible
Another day without
But it doesn’t have to
A passionate life
When tired is too tired
Your opinion matters
Remember
Who would have thought
End of the lines?
Beautiful skin
An inside look
It all begins with you
Go ahead
Blame someone else
There is a solution
Great white hope
When we feel broken inside
Don’t worry, I’ll pretend
With a purpose
There’s relief for pain like this.

Blood pressure
Why you need a hug
If you’re not telling me No
You’re telling me yes
Keep in touch
Warm heart

Good things come
Reflections
Your hand
Breathing better
Yet nothing lasts forever

From me.

Love.

Forgive – Forget.

Rewind – Erase.

Words – Gone.

Not – the – Same.

Not – any – more.

How are things supposed to stay the same,

when you keep changing, and I stay the same…?

When should you stop asking questions..?

Not much rain drops, so I took a picture of a twig 🙂

At least, I posted it, that is all that should matter…

Patience,…

The least expected outcome, decides to come…

Life, oh life and it’s wonders…Sometimes its irratating.

And if it rains, as the weatherman says, I’ll photograph you the droplets and post them…

My infatuation, dedicated to you..

Have you realized,

I always promise, but nothing happens..so don’t expect much…

just another picture-less post…!

So tell me, once in a life time, once in a dream…